"Bang!!"

Fu Xichuan closed the car door and drove the car out.

Liu Lian stood there, her lips bent. He wouldn't care if he heard this once, but what about it twice or three times?

He is a man. No matter how humble he loves, he still has a bottom line in his heart. His trust in Huo Jiusi will gradually collapse.

Liu Lian has been observing Fu Xichuan quietly since high school, and she has a good understanding of him.

So she believed that the love between the two of them would not last long, and Fu Xichuan could not wait for the day of proposal! Fu Xichuan parked the car downstairs of the apartment and did not rush upstairs, but leaned his back back and sat here quietly.

"Xichuan, you are her boyfriend, but you didn't teach her how to fall in love..."                                                    

Fu Xichuan rubbed the position of his chest, and the tip of his nose was a little sour.

In fact, when he found out that he fell in love with Huo Jiusi, he was very scared because his parents' marriages of his generation taught him betrayal, forced, and exploitation.

When his father abused his mother, he could only escape the beating when he was hidden in the closet.

Dad was gambling and cheating. He saw him bringing strange women home more than once, and all of this left a shadow in his heart.

He always felt that he was not qualified to fall in love with someone. His love was strong and suffocating.

Huo Jiusi is a child who grew up in a happy family. Her views on love come more from her parents, so she is independent and powerful.

Fu Xichuan covered his face and felt pain.

He found that no matter how hard he tried, he could never get rid of the shadow left by his parents. This was the sorrow left by his original family and an incurable pain.

No matter how rich he is in material things, he is also inferior in his soul.

In this world, lucky people are healed by childhood all their lives, and unfortunate people are healing their childhood all their lives, and he belongs to the latter.

In this relationship, Huo Jiusi is innocent. She is the person who was forcibly pulled into the mud, so he blamed himself and felt guilty, but he couldn't let go.

That day, Shen Shu told him that the moon was willing to shed some light on him because she was gentle and kind, not to make him dream of thinking that he could pick the moon with his hand.

In fact, he really wanted to refute the other party, and this view was incorrect.

All his efforts were to get close to the moon. Even if he really failed in the end, the moon was still far away, and he became a person who had seen the light. It was better than living in the mud all his life.

Fu Xichuan coughed twice, covered his face tightly with his palms, and let out a whimper.

He also knew that his love was too low and strong. What he gave her was his loneliness, his darkness, his thirst in his heart. He tried to impress him with confusion, danger, and failure, like a desperate gambler.

"Knock and knock."

Someone knocked on the car window, one after another.

Fu Xichuan quickly looked up and looked over with scarlet eyes.

Huo Jiusi stood outside the window and looked at him with a smile, "Xichuan, why did you park your car here for so long?"

It turned out that she saw it upstairs, so she walked down.

Fu Xichuan looked like a child who had been discovered, wiped his eyes in a mess, and then opened the car door, "Jiusi, I just miss you a little."

Huo Jiusi turned his head to look at him, reached out to test his forehead, "Do you have a fever again?

Haven't you just seen it during the day?"

"I just think about it every minute, and I started thinking about it as soon as you left."

He grabbed her hand and the two walked upstairs.

Huo Jiusi followed behind him, looked at his shoulders, and chuckled softly.

The two returned to the room, and Fu Xichuan didn't care about anything else, pressed her on the door panel and started kissing her.

Huo Jiusi couldn't push and could only slowly stretch out his hand and hug his waist.

Fu Xichuan seemed to have received some kind of tacit approval, eagerly breaking through the last line of defense, and putting his head on her shoulder with satisfaction.

"Xichuan, are you in a bad mood?"

Fu Xichuan didn't say anything and buried his face in her neck.

After about an hour of struggle, he carried the person to the bed and turned over to continue.

Huo Jiusi was already a little tired and raised his neck, "I'm a little tired, let's be here tonight."

Fu Xichuan hugged her and tightened his strength instantly, looking up at her, "Jiusi, did I put a lot of pressure on you?"

Huo Jiu was about to turn over, but he was pressed down and could not move, "No, you are fine."

"Really?"

His tone was full of hope and his eyes slowly widened.

Huo Jiusi smiled and reached out to rub his head, "Well, Xichuan is very good. It is because you are very good that I will be with you."

"Jiusi..." Fu Xichuan hugged her, bent her mouth and raised her eyes, "Jiusi, I'm very happy if you think so."

Huo Jiusi looked at the ceiling and reached out to hug his neck.

She is not a fool, she can feel that Fu Xichuan is extremely unconfident in love. His clingy and suspicion all represent that he is not confident.

"Jiusi, I'm not good. When I knew I like you, I thought, I'm going to ruin you, I'm going to dirty your body, I'm going to let you be with me for the rest of my life. My heart is always suppressed and dark. In fact, from childhood to adulthood, there are many boys who want to confess to you, but I don't like them, so I fight with them and beat people away. I'm afraid that they will pester you, and I'm afraid that you have a boyfriend. What I said in the villa that day was fake, and I don't want to let you go. I want to possess you for the rest of my life. Jiusi, sometimes even the rain hits you, I'm jealous. I think everything about you is mine."

He finally said these words after suppressing them for a long time.

That's it, his love has always been like this, so heavy that it makes people breathless.

Huo Jiusi put his hand on his head and patted it gently, without saying a word.

In fact, she knew that Fu Xichuan drove away the boys who came to confess, but she thought that this younger brother just wanted to protect her, so she turned a blind eye.

Later, Fu Xichuan confessed to her that she was really panicked. She was so panicked for the first time, so she couldn't wait to escape abroad and cut off all contact.

She thought he would soon forget that he was a high school student at that time, and how deep the love he could have was, it was nothing more than the confusion he was when he was young.

But he didn't expect that he would persist for so long.

"Jiusi, is it good for you to make our relationship public?

Only two people know about love, and that is flirting."

His tone was aggrieved. While rubbing against her, he said coquettishly: "Is that okay?"

Nine Thoughts.”
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