Chapter 783 "If-I-die-young"(1/2)
Fang Yajun knew that Du Xinghe asked her to attract the attention of the sailboat. If it was sunny, she would hurry to find someone to light the fire. But it was raining heavily now, and they could not light the fire and produce smoke!
Seeing Du Xinghe swim desperately into the sea covered by dark clouds, Fang Yajun was anxious and didn't listen to Du Xinghe. Fang Yajun gritted her teeth, threw her slippers and jumped into the sea! She chased Du Xinghe and swam out! She couldn't watch Du Xinghe take risks alone!
In desperation, when Du Xinghe jumped into the sea and started swimming at full speed, he was as fast as a dolphin. How could an idle stream catch up with him?
Although Fang Yajun himself is also good at fitness, swimming often, and his physical strength is quite good, compared with Du Xinghe, it is not of the same level as Du Xinghe. After just passing two waves, Fang Yajun can't see Du Xinghe.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier. Thunder and clouds were approaching the deserted island at a rapid speed. The sea level became extremely volatile. The waves higher than the waves stopped Fang Yajun from moving forward. After being hit by several big waves, Fang Yajun choked into the water with his nose and turned into the sea, and almost couldn't float!
It is too dangerous to swim in such a big wave!
Fang Yajun struggled to reveal her head from the waves, coughed and took a few breaths. Looking forward, the only thing she could see was that the waves like moving mountains were rushing towards her. She could not see the shadow of Du Xinghe at all! She could not see the sailboat in the distance.
Obviously, she can't catch up with Du Xinghe.
Fang Yajun shed tears in annoyance. She regretted that she shouldn't have let Du Xinghe swim out alone. With such a big storm, even if Du Xinghe's physical fitness is excellent, it will be a life-and-death situation after being swept by the waves! It's so dangerous!
"Mr. Du! Du Xinghe! Can you hear it? Come back quickly! Don't swim anymore!" Fang Yajun no longer had the confidence to swim forward, trying hard to maintain his balance in the water, shouting in the distance, hoping that Du Xinghe could hear it.
In the heavy rain and wind and waves, she knew that Du Xinghe could not hear her shouts. According to the current sound of wind and waves, she probably wouldn't hear what the other party was talking about five meters away.
call--!
Another big wave rushed over and slapped Fang Yajun and fell underwater.
Fang Yajun endured the choking pain and came out of the sea and coughed two sips of water. She really couldn't move forward and had to return to the island, otherwise she might be flooded by the big waves.
Fang Yajun stopped looking forward, and was blocked by the increasingly high wave walls in front of him, and could not see anything.
However, when she turned around and wanted to swim back to the island, Fang Yajun was stunned because there was an endless sea behind her! She could not see the deserted island at all!
At that moment, Fang Yajun's heart fell to the bottom of the valley! Her back suddenly felt a chill! She realized that she might have lost her direction by being swept by the big waves!
She had just been shot under the water by several big waves, and she had actually turned around. She couldn't tell the difference between the east, south, west and north. She might even be swept by the waves and ran to a very far place. Otherwise, she had not swam a few minutes before she could get into the water, and it was impossible for her to wander too far away from the island. It was probably only a few hundred meters away, so it was impossible for her to see the island.
Fang Yajun looked around anxiously. Although it was dawn, dark clouds were pressing against each other and the sky was still in a state of darkness. In the wind and rain, people could not see far.
Fang Yajun looked around with great effort, but she saw the undulating waves and could not see any trace of the deserted island!
"It's over..."
Fang Yajun was panicked. This time it was really over. If she couldn't find the deserted island to swim back, she might have floated farther away by the big waves! Then she would die without a place to bury her!
call--!
A big wave rushed over, and she was about to cover up the beating of Fang Yajun. After struggling under the water for half a minute, she returned to the sea. Facing the increasing rain, she breathed in big mouths and choked and vomited, which was extremely painful.
Finally, I coughed out all the water in my nose. Before I could rest, another big wave knocked over Fang Yajun. Her delicate body seemed so fragile in front of the ruthless sea water, like a straw, swept into a cold sea below ten meters by the waves.
Fang Yajun didn't breathe a sigh of relief and fainted...
When she woke up again, the sky had cleared. But her people were still floating on the sea.
I don’t know where a beautiful white mast connected to a white canvas saved Fang Yajun. The canvas was like a lifeboat, holding Fang Yajun lying flat, floating slowly on the sea.
After waking up, Fang Yajun coughed violently for a while, and vomited a lot of snot and water. There was still water in her lungs, which made her chest feel particularly painful.
His head was completely dizzy, as if he had just made a roller coaster hundreds of times. Fang Yajun struggled to turn over on the canvas soaked in water, and looked around with a slightly dispersed look. The sea was endless, and there was no trace of the deserted island, and there was no shadow of Du Xinghe.
Fang Yajun's mood suddenly became low. Even though the sun shone and the blue sky was as crystal clear as the blue sky, Fang Yajun's heart sank to the bottom of the valley.
This time it was really over. She was swept up to the unknown sea by the storm.
Fang Yajun's body was very weak. After lying down and staring around for a long time, she finally became discouraged. She lay flat on the canvas, closed her eyes, and tried to calm herself down, thinking about what to do next.
Although I have seen it in many books that some people drift on the sea and survived by fishing and rain for dozens of days, it is an extreme event. Fang Yajun knows how much she has. Although she is usually fit, compared with the fishermen who live on the sea for many years, her ability to survive in the desert is too poor. She doesn't know how to catch fish, and she doesn't know how to avoid shark attacks.
Originally, crashing into a deserted island was enough to hit people, but unexpectedly, something even more unlucky happened now. She is likely to die if she can't last for a few days...
Fang Yajun wanted to laugh in pain.
Fate teased her so much that she was really powerless to fight back.
Is she really going to be buried in the sea like this?
Using this question to hit her heart, Fang Yajun suddenly realized that she seemed to be less afraid and forgot about death.
The experience on the deserted island has allowed her to withstand the pain caused by the psychological gap caused by falling from a beautiful life into the abyss.
After being tortured in all kinds of ways, now facing death, Fang Yajun found that she was extremely peaceful.
Looking back on her life over the years, although she did not live a very satisfactory life in the past eight years after being banned, she was at least considered comfortable and healthy.
Before the ban, she enjoyed glory that no one could achieve almost never, and achieved the great cause of the Supreme Queen.
If a person can do what he likes to the extreme and make others beat him, then he will never live in vain in this life.
Looking back on her past, Fang Yajun found that she had lived a good life in her life. If she had to die now, she should have been satisfied. Even though her body and heart were still so young.
Recalling the past calmly and looking at the death not far from her, a English song Du Xinghe once wrote suddenly floated out of Fang Yajun's mind - "If-i-die-temptation" ("If I Die Young").
She watched this song at the beginning, full of American country style, and she felt very sensible when hummed. So after asking Du Xinghe for permission, she privately recorded a version of her singing "If-i-die-tempting" to use it when it hits the European and American markets in the future.
Unexpectedly, the song that I sang without intention in the willow will become a microcosm of her life.
In the dark, she foresaw her destiny as early as that time.
Du Xinghe felt more like he knew her fate and wrote such a song of fate for her.
Fang Yajun recalled the melody of this song, bent her mouth with a satisfied smile, closed her eyes and recalled her life while humming the song of fate "if-i-die-tempting"-
...
if-i-die-guided ng-bury-me-in-satin~
(If I die young, please bury me in silk~)
lay-me-down-on-a-bed-of-ro color s~
(Let me lie on the bed covered with roses~)
Private nk-me-in-the-day ver-at-dawn~
(Sink me into the river at dawn~)
nd-me-away-with-the-words-of-a-love-song~
(Send me away with the words and sentences in the love song~)
oh~oh~oh~oh~~~
...
lord-make-me-a-rain wave w,i’ll-shine-down-on-my-touch the
(Lord, please turn me into a rainbow, I want to shine on my mother~)
Cum ll-know-i’m-safe-with-will-when-cum-stands-under-my-colors,oh-and~
(When she stands under my colorful colors, she will know that I am so safe with you~)
life-aint-always-what-template-think-it-ought-to-be,no~
(Life is not always as you expected~)
aint-even-grey, but-shot-buri es-her-baby~
(Always so dark, even though she buried her children ~)
the-sharp-knife-of-a-short-life,well~
(The sharp blade of life in a moment~)
i’ve-had-just-enough-time~
(I have lived enough time~)
...
When she sang "i've-had-just-enough-time~", two lines of conflicting tears fell from Fang Yajun's eyes. Has she really lived enough? The answer is definitely no, but now fate has ended her life, and she is powerless to fight. She can only remember her life with the mood of death young.
She became famous in college and soon reached the pinnacle. Her singing career was completely legendary, and it was an irrepeatable miracle created by the times.
To be honest, Fang Yajun should feel contented when he thought of such a life.
However, after hiding for eight years, she kept breathing in her heart. She wanted to return to the stage and declare to everyone that she wanted to take back all the things that should belong to her!
For this goal, she has been working hard, working hard, lying on firewood and tasting gall, hiding her strength and hiding her visibility, and enduring humiliation.
But just the day before she was about to achieve this goal, she encountered such a great disaster in life.
Fate made a big joke with her.
If she had to die young, would she have let her die on the day she was banned?
In that case, maybe she will be really willing.
If she was dead on that day, she would be like this song could be.
Now, she could only comfort herself. In fact, she was already dead on the day she was banned.
Just like what Du Xinghe often said to comfort himself, everything that happened later should be regarded as a dream.
Now I wake up from my dream.
To be continued...