Chapter 341 "I gave you a key"
Beautiful music can always give people a beautiful enjoyment.
Xu Nuo was intoxicated by the song "Butterfly".
Although it was humming, her singing seemed particularly pure and peaceful against the warm tone of the Yuqinfang guitar in her hand.
The song is admiring a kind of love that promises life and death, which is also the love that Xu Nuo pursues. Just like the song first asks himself a few words: "Why do people agree with life and death by moving them? Why do they have the courage to fall in love at first sight?"
Then in the second paragraph, he immediately sang in a positive tone: "I am willing to promise each other by being moved by life and death! I can also love at first sight with courage!" This is Xu Nuo's persistence in love!
In fact, when singing this song, Xu Nuo kept fantasizing about the scene after Liang Zhu turned into a butterfly. Two butterflies danced in the air. The scene was really beautiful.
Not all girls like butterflies, such as elfs with gorgeous appearances, but no girl will deny the efforts before the butterflies break out of the cocoon.
Before coming, all beautiful things are actually like butterflies and cannot avoid a painful process.
This is true for people and love.
Xu Nuo felt that her love with Du Xinghe was in a state before she broke out of her cocoon.
In this dark and shameless process, they can only rely on their own efforts and the expectation in their hearts to wait silently.
Before breaking out of the cocoon, if the butterfly has any attempt to break out of the cocoon, it will become a prelude to its death, and their love is the same, so it is hard to hurry. Xu Nuo is very clear about this. So she is happily enjoying the bitterness and sweetness of waiting for breaking out of the cocoon.
She believed that one day, her love with Du Xinghe would break out of her cocoon and dance freely like a gorgeous butterfly.
The ending of Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai is an aesthetic tragedy, because one of the two people is always kept in the dark, while the other is in a hurry, but he makes the wrong efforts.
She and Du Xinghe have already made a clear relationship. They think together and work together. Their future will definitely be very bright. Xu Nuo is very firm in this!
After singing "Butterfly", with a sweet smile on her lips, Xu Nuo saw the car keys she gave Du Xinghe on the coffee table and the door keys she gave Du Xinghe to her home. When she moved her heart, another new song from her new album, "Play a Key to You".
This song is a relatively plain song in her new album. But it has hidden mystery. This is a song about "qingen", not a lover.
For a complete album, it is impossible for every song to be the main theme, and there must be strong songs and weak songs. This song "Play a Key to You" is ranked relatively low in Xu Nuo's new album.
This song was selected by Du Xinghe for Xu Nuo at that time.
Xu Nuo started to read the name of the song and sang it all over again. He also felt that the emotions in it were written very deeply, and it was a very affectionate song.
She felt that this song was like she gave Du Xinghe a key. She had a deep understanding and wanted to choose the album.
She now has a clear understanding of her own strengths and weaknesses. Her biggest advantage is that after she perfectly releases her feelings, her clean voice will produce a very beautiful magnetic field, which is very attractive. So she must be able to grasp the emotions in the songs before she can sing a good song.
However, after Du Xinghe told her that this song was actually singing a story about "qingen", Xu Nuo hesitated a little and hesitated whether to select this song into the new album.
Du Xinghe listened to Xu Nuo singing twice, and thought it was not bad, so he encouraged her to challenge more complex feelings and singing styles, adding a new album to this song.
Now that she thought of this song "Play a Key for You", Xu Nuo decided to practice singing. She was still not sure if it was bought by Du Xinghe by this top-quality Yuqinfang guitar. Maybe it was just borrowed by Du Xinghe? So the opportunity is rare, she must enjoy the warm sound of this top-quality guitar to cultivate her sentiment.
Closed his eyes and pondered the creation background of the song "Play a Key for You" told by Du Xinghe, Xu Nuo played a bitter and affectionate warm melody.
This song actually has no complicated background. It is just that a woman falls in love with a married man and becomes someone else's "qingen", and then gives up a lot for this man. She is willing and unwilling to accept it. She wants to hide her sweetness, but her heart is bleeding.
People who have been someone else's "qingen" must be very familiar with this kind of relationship, but Xu Nuo has never been someone else's mistress, so naturally he doesn't understand what it feels like. She even hates this kind of relationship a little.
In order to make Xu Nuo sing that tangled taste, Du Xinghe specially made up a backstory for Xu Nuo, asking Xu Nuo to think about this story as soon as she sang this song, transferring her persistent mislove to dependence on her family, so that her emotional release can become much richer, rather than blindly hostile.
At this moment, a melody of wrong love appeared, enjoying the warmth of the Yuqinfang guitar, Xu Nuo thought about the background story of the song Du Xinghe told her.
The song is called "Play a Key to You", and the story it tells is also very important.
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The heroine in the song, when she was very young, heard a story like this. The girl in the story, with a bunch of keys on her fingers, turned around in circles. She raised her face and said to her mother: Mom, when will you die? If you die, I can take charge of these keys. Shortly after saying this, the mother in the story really died of illness, and the girl also got her own keys as she wished, but when she wanted to go home, she could not open the door. It turned out that the girl's father and stepmother changed the lock and locked her outside the door forever.
This story was told to her when she was a child. Later, she felt that her grandmother actually had her own intentions when she told this story, because she really began to hate her stepmother as she wanted, and she had a strong sense of possessiveness and fear of the home and keys. She was afraid that she would lose the right to go home one day like the girl in the story. This insecurity has always lingered with her. Even if she left the small town after she was twenty and went to study far away, she would still take out the keys from the house from time to time to see. Two or three black copper pieces, the simplest keychain, were the only source of her sense of security.
After graduating from college, she resolutely went to a brand new city, where she looked for her home, a fifteen-square-meter single room, and a door that follows the rules. She had her own key. Every day, when she stood at the door of her house, took out the key from her bag and inserted it into the keyhole, the sound of metal friction and fit would bring her great satisfaction. She knew that she would no longer have to worry about being homeless. Gradually, she began to use various excuses to evade her father's wish to go home for a holiday, and she couldn't tell what she was resisting.
Later, she fell in love with a married man. He seemed very lonely and always wandered in different cities. The cabin was the place where he rested the most. He asked her, if he wanted you, could he see you when he wanted you? She poured out a shiny key from an envelope pocket and handed it to him. She gave him a key. She said timidly. Although she knew in her heart that such love should be suppressed from the beginning, she let it go and ignored it.
From then on, she and her home had a door that no one could open except him. Every day after get off work, she would go home very early. The first thing she did was to listen to the phone message. He said which city he was in, and how many days he would come back to their city. Every day when she woke up, she would write to him with a glass of warm water and communicate in the most primitive way. She comforted herself that this was called romance. He shouldn't have left clues to his wife because he was afraid of text messages on his mobile phone.
After a hazy period, she felt that he seemed to be just a dreamer, and he was erratic when he came or walked. She knew in her heart that dreams were different from reality. If she did it, she would wake up eventually. It might be great to live in a dream. She thought again.
It was not until one day that his wife discovered her existence and brought her seven-year-old daughter to her. When she was slapped, she realized that his daughter was frightened and dazed like when she was a child. That day he got drunk and knocked on the door that she locked, which seemed very painful. He said sorry, really sorry. But she still didn't open the door.
The next morning, she called her father crying and said, "Dad, I lost the key, can I still go home?"
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Whenever he thinks of this tortuous ending, Xu Nuo will sigh silently: If I had known today, why should I have been there?
In this story, Du Xinghe describes the various importance of family members. No matter what mistakes a person makes, the one who tolerates you in the end must be your parents.
Infected by the warm tones of the guitar in Yuqinfang, he realized a warm and bitter feeling, and Xu Nuo began the performance of this song "Play a Key for You".
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I'll give you a key~
Lock yourself in your selfishness ~
So attentive as a good woman~
The elevator that talks about the rise and fall every night~
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Sleeping next to the phone, thinking about you~
In order to miss you, I will never move forward~
Even if you have nightmares, you will be willing to do anything ~
For you, I will destroy my youth~
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I'm just your occasional miss~
I'm just a feeling you've never been sure.
Even if it's not complete, it doesn't matter~
I can hide my helplessness~
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Every time I smile and say goodbye~
The sensible "qingen" should not complain~
Don't say that such love is too expensive for you ~
I'm willing to do it ~
Detained myself ~
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Although the warm texture of the Yuqinfang guitar is used as a foil, Xu Nuo is still not satisfied with the performance of her song. She really doesn’t know how to sing such abusive love song. However, as a singer, she must enrich her singing path so that she can develop even more.
After singing it all over, after finding the inability to find it, Xu Nuo began to practice this song repeatedly.
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Chapter completed!