Chapter 116: Never love again
[69 Book Bar-www.] Tong Yan was transferred to the intensive care unit. Ye Qiuchan guarded her and did not allow the man to go in and look at her.
When Tong Yan woke up, she grabbed Ye Qiuchan's hand and kept thanking him, "Auntie, thank you."
Ye Qiuchan held her hand and gave her a pair of encouraging eyes, "No, but Xiao Tong, do you think this is really good? I think he is in pain too."
When Fu Lingbo watched him fall into the lake and shouting for help desperately, he would rather watch her die than reach out to pull him, her heart was broken.
Now she heard Professor Ye say he was in pain, and she felt it was ridiculous.
She really smiled, smiling weakly, and a crystal tears were still hanging on the corners of her eyes.
She held her eyes and choked in her throat, "I have divorced him. I don't want to see him again. Aunt, please help me keep it a secret and don't let him know that the child is still there."
Ye Qiuchan shook her head helplessly and persuaded, "You want me to keep it a secret for you, but Xiao Tong, have you considered the consequences? If you don't let him know the existence of the child, how can you explain to the child in the future?"
Ye Qiuchan is a veteran and is most sensitive to children who grow up with single-parent families. Although she finally gave the children a happy family, she also imprinted the children with indelible and incomplete memories in their childhood.
She didn't want Tong Yan to hide it from Fu Lingbo from the bottom of her heart, but she, an outsider, could not say anything.
"After I leave him, I will raise the child alone, I will tell the child that his father is dead, and I believe that without that man, I will be living well."
"Oh!" Ye Qiuchan sighed helplessly again, shook her head and said, "You think things too simple, I advise you to consider it!"
Leaving a word, Ye Qiuchan got up and left, leaving Tong Yan with enough space to think.
After coming out of the ward, there was only his own son outside. He didn't see Tong Yan's husband. Ye Qiuchan came over and asked, "Where are others?"
Shen Yi stepped forward and held his mother's hand, "I guess he was so sad that he didn't have the face to stay."
Ye Qiuchan sighed and stepped forward, and Shen Yi followed her to inquire about Tong Yan's news.
After learning about Tong Yan's experience, Shen Yi felt a little sad and annoyed in his heart, feeling sorry for Tong Yan, annoyed that the man who treated her cruelly would have to eliminate the harm for Ming if he saw him again.
In the hotel, Fu Lingbo squatted behind the sofa and poured himself a lot of alcohol, because only by letting the alcohol numb himself in this way would he feel that it would not be so painful or so uncomfortable.
In the world, what is more sad than dying his son with his own hands? What's more, he wants children so much that he wants that woman to give birth to him.
Now there is nothing left, the child is gone, and that woman is even more unlikely to come back. When Fu Lingbo thought of his failed marriage, he couldn't bear it. When Tong Yan struggled in the lake, he was even more...
Suddenly, at this moment, the phone rang, and Fu Lingbo took another sip of wine and answered the phone, "Hey..."
"Lingbo, it's me!"
The female voice on the other end of the phone was gentle and soft. Fu Lingbo seemed to suddenly see the weaker and gentle Tong Yan. His lips raised and he shouted to the phone in a daze: "Wife, wife..."
When Tang Wanru heard the words called by this man, he was stunned at first, and then calmly clarified, "No, I am not your wife, I am Wanru, Ling Bo, where are you now?"
"Liuru?" Fu Lingbo narrowed his eyes and had a severe headache. He shook his head and asked to the other end of the phone: "Liuru is? Oh~~~ I remember, it's my wife's nanny, Mrs. Wan, how is she okay? Hum?"
"..." The phone was silent for a moment, and finally without saying a word, he hung up the phone. Fu Lingbo heard the beeping sound on the phone. He took the phone and looked at it. He murmured in a daze again, "I killed my own son with my own hands. You will not forgive me again, right? Tong Yan, Yanyan, wife, you will not forgive me again, right?"
Another sip of wine poured into his body. Fu Lingbo leaned his head up and leaned against the sofa. Tears at the corners of his eyes dripped, cooling his whole warm heart.
I can never go back, I can never go back...
Many days later, Ye Qiuchan bought some fruits and came to the hospital to see Tong Yan. Seeing her lying on the bed and looking much better, she put the fruit next to the bedside table and sat down to ask her, "Have you thought about it?"
Tong Yan touched her belly and nodded, "Yes."
"Then what you mean..."
"You are right. I can't give him happiness in the future. Instead of making him unhappy in the future, it's better to completely break it now."
"What do you mean? Kill him?"
Tong Yan was reluctant to leave, but she nodded with tears.
Professor Ye was silent.
Tong Yan suddenly held her hand and said, "Auntie, can you help me with this surgery?"
Ye Qiuchan looked at her as if she was looking at her daughter. This girl looks a bit similar to Jiujiu and has similar personalities. Every time she talks to her, she seems to feel like she is talking to Jiujiu.
She pulled out her hand, shook her head, and turned to pour water.
Tong Yan followed her back and looked over, tears filled her eyes, crystal clear and shiny.
Ye Qiuchan turned around and handed her the water cup, took a deep breath, and asked again: "Tell me, do you... still love him?"
Tong Yan took the water cup and stared at Ye Qiuchan's eyes. She suddenly felt so confused that she couldn't say a word.
Ye Qiuchan turned her gaze away and said hysterically: "Actually... I don't want you to abort the child, because when I left the emergency room for you, he pulled me and asked about your condition in an anxious way, I felt that the man actually had you in his heart."
"And you... I saw it in your eyes just now, you actually..."
"No, I don't love him anymore!" Before Ye Qiuchan finished speaking, Tong Yan took it with confidence, "From the time when he watched me fall into the lake and struggled to death, all my love for him turned into ashes and disappeared. From that time on, I had no feelings for him anymore. There was only hatred, regret, pain and despair."
Tears still poured out of my eyes uncontrollably. She sobbed and wiped away her tears and continued, "Since there is no love in my heart, only hatred and despair, then leaving this child will only become a burden that I cannot free from him in the future. I have decided to kill him."
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"If you do this, you can't punish him. If you can really let go of your heart, then you will let go. It's different from leaving your child or not."
Ye Qiuchan remained silent, but the door of the ward was pushed open and came in with a magnetic male voice.
Chapter completed!