Chapter 415
412. It is difficult to seek the Tao
Xiaoyao then said with appreciation and praise:
"The way you just refused to work with me is the reason I agree. You let me see myself back then. Of course, I know that you may sound a little unbelievable to you.
"But in fact, we have more common ground than you think. For example, your physique is called the heretic demon body, and the cultivation method I created is called the Xiaoyao Demon Art."
Mar En looked at him with some confusion, and Du Jin and his friends made him know about this, but he had just completed the fusion and could not use and randomly "remember" specific knowledge.
Xiaoyao said without waiting for him to remember:
"Many people think that I call my martial arts the Xiaoyao Demon just a metaphor. Many martial arts and magic names contain the word "demon" to describe my strong magic.
"But this is not actually my personality. I call myself that only because I am a demon.
"Just like you."
Maren blinked, his body seemed to have understood what this meant, and a feeling of concern and surprise came from his actual head, but his actual head had not yet reacted.
"What is a demon?" Mar En did not wait for his physical memories.
Xiaoyao said with a look of memories:
"I think you should be able to think now that in fact, I do a lot of things because of my identity. If I were a normal practitioner, I would never go deep into the desolate world.
This passage made Ma En sincerely express a look of surprise, because Xiaoyao's words sounded true. He did say a lot of unnecessary words when he "calculated" himself - meaningless words to Xiaoyao Dao itself.
"Because I am a native of the desolate world."
"When I knew that the world I lived in in my previous life was being plundered by them." Xiaoyao said with a deep expression, "I can no longer accept and understand the conditions for them to make a choice.
"I'm not."
But if he was also born in the desolate world, it would be explained.
But no matter how difficult it is to achieve enlightenment, you have to move forward.
Maren said:
This finally explained Ma En's strange feeling. When he was talking to Xiaoyao, he was a little confused. At that time, he was particularly difficult to accept the plundering of spiritual energy in the desolate world. In fact, Ma En felt a little unreal.
No matter how much explanation the spiritual gathering array is in the cultivation world, it is enough for Xiaoyao to only need this reason.
"That is, they gathered all their spiritual energy in the cultivation world. Knowing that this is the opportunity for me to leave the Heavenly Court and start to turn to Xiaoyao Dao. It made me deeply aware of the shortcomings of the Heavenly Court, and it also made me unable to constantly deceive myself like in the past, constantly plundering the spiritual energy of the Desolate Realm to nourish myself. No matter what, I can't find a reason to convince myself...
"Achievement is the most important thing in my heart, but if I really die, I don't want to die as an invader from the cultivation world, and I don't want to have any trouble after I die.
"Because no matter what, this truth will remain here, and the method of practice will be left here by me. You should also notice that sometimes I will say something that is not necessary to tell you.
Marn showed a look of surprise.
"But I'm not here to reclaim the desert. Let's put it this way, even if I haven't realized Xiaoyao Dao, I'm not forced into this situation. I will still return here at some time because..."
In fact, Xiaoyao was definitely not worried that Ma En would kill him, but he was born here and knew very well how dangerous and terrifying the desolate world was, so he was not sure that he could successfully seek the Tao.
“You will really realize how serious it is to do this.”
"The demons are naturally demons outside the sky. In ancient times, monks used this word to call all kinds of evil demons in the vast world, and now they will use this word to call any evil demons outside the world of cultivation.
After all, he was also a person in the cultivation world in his eyes. A cultivator who enjoyed the spirit gathering formation should not say such words. And if he was born in the cultivation world, he would probably really feel that the mortals in the cultivation world are really worthy of their morality because they are nobler than them.
"Because you want to bring the knowledge and power of the world of cultivation back to your hometown?"
Xiaoyao nodded with a smile:
"I want to bring the path of practice back to the desolate realm."
"If I am a person in the cultivation world, I can find countless reasons to explain the rationality of their choices, and I can tell myself that the mortals in the cultivation world are indeed worthy of the blessings of spiritual energy, but unfortunately...
“Yes, I want you to be the first to get and feel the path I created, and to bring back what already belongs to ‘we’.
He is the part of the people who were "sacrificed" in their choices.
Xiaoyao looked at Ma En with a smile:
"If I really died here to seek the truth, then I will at least leave the path and truth of my practice so that you can know why we have changed our world today and what a magical and great anomaly system they have monopolized.
"Actually, you may still be a little confused. Why do I oppose Heaven so firmly? After all, they treat me quite well. Normally, I will indeed indulge in the dreams and fantasies they made up, and constantly convince myself to ignore the inconsistencies, but there is one thing I can't accept.
“When you are out of the way, you can use various ways to deceive yourself to enjoy the benefits you get from it with peace of mind, but it’s completely different if you are just the part that is abandoned in their choice.
“Even if someone killed me in the process and stopped me from the ending.
"For example, I actually have no need to tell you about these things now. The purpose of my telling you is not to help you help me complete the Free Law, but to prevent me from tragic death here.
But knowing that these are indeed the seeds of practice and truth as he said.
"Yes, that's why I chose to leave the world of cultivation and come here. I didn't run away, but returned to my hometown where I really belong, and that's why I couldn't accept what they did to us.
After a pause, Xiaoyao continued:
In addition to this, he naturally considered the possibility of abortion halfway through. This was actually his true willingness to let Du Jin or other disciples break through to the Nascent Soul. In fact, he had been able to do it long ago.
Because he trained these disciples to make wedding dresses for his new disciples.
He originally wanted to accept a disciple from the desolate world and inform him of the truth, so that even if he died accidentally on the road to seeking Tao, he could leave behind the inheritance and truth of the world of cultivation.
He did not expect anyone else to go on his own path after he died, but that didn't matter, because he believed that there would definitely be someone who would go on the path of resisting the rules of the world of cultivation, which was enough for him.
Chapter completed!